So today I want to reach out to all you cuckold lovers. When did you first realize being a cuckold was what turned you on or you wanted? I mean how did you become a cuckold ( if you are indeed one) or when did your cuckold fantasy of being a cuckolded come up?
How did it start
Was it you watching porno and finding yourself turned on by seeing that big dick you were watching fuck a chick in way you know you never could? Did it start with your partner bringing it up? Just when did your desire to be a cuckold begin, do you even remember?
Has it gone past just a cuckold fantasy
After you started to fantasize about being a cuckold did you take it further? Did you ask for it did you make it happen? What was that first step you took to make it happen for real?
Was it or IS it as hot as your cuckold fantasy
So if you did make it happen was it as hot as what you imagined it would be? Did you enjoy it get off from it like you did when it was a fantasy? The moment it happened did you think holy fuck it is happening fuck this is hot? Or did you think holy fuck it is happening why did I ask for this/want this?
How has your cuckold fantasy evolved
As with most kinks and desires they evolve over time and morph sometimes into a related kink and sometimes just goes further and deeper than you ever imagined. Did you lose your partner to the man she fucked? Did you become your partners bitch along with her new lover? Did you just say fuck this I am done not what I thought? Did it evolve into more?
So there you have it some cuckold questions and thoughts I would love for all of you who enjoy the cuckold fantasy or who are indeed being cuckolded to share with me. I am looking forward to reading your answers.
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Wow! Such a rich topic to delve into that i am not sure there is time to cover anything but the basics. Besides, I think you already know most of my story. However, to answer some of your questions. At first i was not sure why being a cuck appealed to me. I had not come to gribs with my true place as a beta male. Perhaps I initially accepted becoming a cuck because i’ve always known i was a submissive, AND fearing that had a too small a penis (or as i now call it…my ‘clit’). I also think that having a kind of feminine body, thin, very little body hair made me realized i couldn’t compete with the real men i saw in the showers at the gym….Eventually, after being cuckolded in every significant relationship. could no longer lie to myself and pretend i could EVER satisfy ANY woman sexually (a fact i have publicly apologized for on this blog)…Today I have fully embraced being an inadequate cuckold….. To your other question, YES…, i have had the Women who cuckolded me leave me for better men…more than once….and today, with the help of Mistress, i have fully embraced a ‘pussyfree’ sissy life in chastity, and in service to women (and the bitch of real Men if they wished it)…and i have never been happier!
I’m always suspicious that boyfriends and such who want details of your sex life with previous partners are cuckolds, even though most of them don’t even know the word! They were all definitely the kind who think I deserve the best sex on earth and they don’t measure up (generally true, now that I think about it!).
It has so evolded
On every level who would have thought
I only recently even learned the word “cuckold”. I did not know it earlier in life. I think that I am one. I think I first realized it when I was in the company of females (friends) I was very attracted to who spoke of their own attractions to stronger more endowed males. I think it is a part of what made me submissive (main part).
Ms. Delia,
So, should I tell you about how MY cuckold fantasies started? Long before I met Jack, I had a series of subs that all had small penises…like I hit the reverse cock lottery for about a year! The only way I was getting dick was to find some big, thick meaty cock – and then I found out all those SPH subs wanted to be fluffers! Of course, it’s evolved since I now have a big, thick meaty cock at my beck and call, so now Jack and I do rverse cuckolding and he’s my only Bull.
Ms. Delia