I had the pleasure of playing with my jerk off toy who spent the entire weekend edging his cock for me with a bit of erotic humiliation thrown in. I gave him assignments all weekend and had him document what he did ….below is in his words what he was doing and thinking……..this will be a 3 part blog 🙂

So, I have this assignment to watch cum eating videos and I had the hardest time find the right one. I’m not into watching guys because dudes kinda gross me out. The first place Ms. Constance gave me were guys jerking off into their faces. It took some time but I did find a starting place.

February 8th, Friday (6:00 PM)
I found a site with a sexy woman giving me an assignment to lick my cum because it would turn it on. As I stroked and watched her and listened, the more I realized it didn’t turn her on at all, she found it disgusting and me gullible to believe she would. She echoes my thoughts of doing it and what women really think about guys who do it. See, I can lick a little, give it a little taste, but in my horny mind I’m not completing the task from a Mistress. I need to gobble up all of it, wherever it lands, I need to clean it up. Not because it turns her on, but because SHE can get me to do it, just to please her.

February 8th, Friday (6:46 PM)
Ms. Constance gave me an assignment to post on the Enchantrix Empire that I was edging and looking for cum eating videos to edge to. Fortunately a member gave me a good link to watch. She was sexy and my second edge went quickly. At the end of the video she gives a command that “You must clean up your mess everytime”. I think that is a lot of what I find hot about it, becoming addicted to the task of cleaning up afterwards if she allows me to cum. When she gets me to that point, she doesn’t allow me to cum, just to control me that much more. I started tasting my pre-cum after this one.

February 8th, Friday (7:21 PM)
In this video, she knows I’ll lick her clean before I’ll cum on my own. Once she allows me to stroke, I’m her good puppy with my nose to the floor and cleaning the floor. Afterwards she says that I amuse her and I’m her bitch and good boy. This is kind of the way I think of it, it only amuses her that I would do something that I’ve held off on for so long. The act doesn’t turn her on, it’s that she was the one that broke me.

February 8th, Friday (7:43 PM)
Ms. Constance had me purchase panties and pantyhose earlier, how can I not feel like a sissy cum eater thinking of wearing and while watching these videos. Not that you have to be a sissy to eat cum, but it happens. But, I know that I’m going to feel like one, and right now, I think we both want me to eat some cummies. The last was a dirty video, for the dirty bitch I am.  Cocksucker, I’m not, but she knows me.