So this morning I noticed a couple of LDW Mistresses from our sites no longer here and was asked by a few people what happened to them. It got me to thinking about my time here at LDW and how many ladies have come and gone. Now I won’t comment on anything but how I think /feel so don’t read into this post
I don’t know
It is very rare for one of the ladies to tell me they are leaving. Even with the ladies I have gotten close to, I don’t often know. I am sure that whatever had them drop out is important and their choice. I won’t ever judge anyone, and I wish everyone nothing but the best. With that said it is important for you all to know that I really don’t know what it might be or if they are gone for good.
What about me?
Well if you are a long time client of mine then you know that I have made a promise to you all. I won’t ever drop out of site long term without letting you all know. I am dealing with many personal things now as many of you are aware of but I won’t ever just leave without a word. That I can promise you.
Beyond my control
As with most big things in life that take us from the things we enjoy doing like my work here. I can’t control what the future holds but again I can promise you all this…. I have things in place that if something beyond my control came up that you all will be told something. Like I will be away for a while….I will be breaking for 4 months or what have you or I am gone forever. You will know that I promise you all.
I have been less consistent
My call taking times have been less regular an more all over the place this I know. I am addressing it here because I am not pretending like “oh what do you mean you have not been able to reach me?” I know all too well how I have missed some of your calls and been unable to take a call when you could make them. For that, I apologize, and I wish I could say don’t worry soon I will be back on for calls all the time…but at this point, I can’t say that and won’t. For now, keep trying and of course, as I have said before on my blog…reach out by mail/tumbl/tweet and I will do what I can to make a hot call happen!
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I do hope somehow things work out….But if you must go for awhile i am sure we will shed a tear and eagerly await your return….I can’t contemplate longer than awhile…..it would be like the sun not coming up in the morning. But, this subbie will be here to support you in whatever comes 🙂
I posted this so everyone would know if ever there is a time I need to go you all would know but I aint going no where
On point post, Miss Constance (not that Yours ever aren’t). I’ve definitely heard from a playmate from time to time that they used to love to speak with one Mistress or another, and then She just disappeared. Usually, they don’t seem too put out by it, but I always feel a bit awkward when I can’t tell them where She’s gone or if She’ll return. I’m not even sure if it’s My place to say one way or another even if I DO know, but I do feel for those who came to feel they had a bond or at least chemistry with a Mistress, and then all of a sudden She’s gone.
That’s why I will make the same pledge to My playmates that although My schedule gets unpredictable from time to time, if I ever intend to leave for good, they’ll know in advance.
you are so awesome Ms Rachel
Well unfortunately I have had to suffer through a Mistress leaving suddenly and unexpextedly with no word. When you have developed a bond and a friendship so that she was an important part of my life, it has been a very traumatic experience. It has made me question a lot about her and LDW. I hope things never get so bad that you have to take off for a while, but it’s good to know that we’ll know what’s going on.
I am sorry you have gone through that and I wish it were not the case….but you have my word on me and the fact you will know if I have to go
Thanks Constance for letting us know this. The 2 recent departures, without warning, Sierra and Kaylee, will be missed by me. Both Coached Cum Eating Mistress I called but not too recently due to daytime schedules. Of course Kaylee you may remember we had a 2 mistress call with! You and Kaylee were a dynamic duo! It is good to let us know if only to give us a chance for a call(s) before you leave! I know, you aren’t leaving and although I can’t get enough calls in with you because of our schedules I would make sure i did if I knew you were leaving. BTW, our last call? Spec-FUCKING-tacular… Literally! Fucking, pumpkin fucking and I loved doing it in front of you. Fucking loved it!
However, as disappointing as it is when one of you leaves? It’s bound to happen and since there are so many great Mistress’ on LDW there is never a shortage thanks to Ally! She really makes sure we are all *taken care of* by so many choices. Maybe too many! But that’s not a problem!
I always thank you for it Constance! THANK YOU!
ya bummer about those ladies both of them I truly adored…but such is life
and omg our last call was off the charts hot