I just love giving out assignment to some of my submissive boy toys, and one way to show me how much they are devoted and adore me is to put it all down in words, explaining how they feel and just what it is they will do for their Mistress. Below you will find the writings of my special cuckold and as you can see by his writing he is truly devoted and submissive to me, actually he is submissive to all Femdom women … period! Enjoy the writings of a denied cuckold cum slut I know I did!
At the direction of Mistress Constance, I will endeavor to explain what it has meant and how it has felt to be one of her special cuckold phone sex callers. Initially, I must say, the experience of hearing her whisper in your ear doesn’t lend itself well to written description. The way she effortlessly evokes your deepest and most powerful longings and passions, is almost empathic. Her words skillfully bringing to life my minds most submissive and decadent desires. To be her cuckold must be experienced to be fully appreciated. She reminds me that many men have served as her cuckolds before me and countless others long to. I truly feel blessed that she has allowed me the privilege of becoming her denied cuckold cum slut.
Being her cuckold is both a challenge and an indescribable rush. Mistress Constance, while fostering an atmosphere of trust and caring with me is still firm, demanding and in complete control. My submission to her, while not forced, is very real. I submit both because I need to please her and out of recognition that it is my place to be at her feet, both literally and figuratively.
In our early talks she patiently began to break me of my male ego. I learned what it meant to be her cuckold. As her cuckold I am here for her use, her pleasure, not mine. I have come to understand that sacrificing my needs for hers is how it must be. It is what she deserves and how I feel most at peace. To be a “good boy” to my Goddess is my greatest reward.
At first, the sacrifices would take the form her denying me orgasm for a short time, or my agreeing to be her clean up or fluffer boy on calls. But I soon learned in order to be her perfect cuckold I must be denied. Not just other women, but any woman forever. Save for a 12 hour period when I will experience being a man for the last time. She would be my best and last, only to have my manhood taken away, the memory of it still burning in my mind. I will then forever be denied as her cuckold.
The idea of never having sex with a woman again, in the traditional sense, is a difficult leap. Sure, there would be many times serving her and her lovers sexually, but to never feel a warm wet pussy wrapped around “her’ cock again, that is a HUGE sacrifice.
Finally, on January 18th, I agreed to be her denied cuckold. Although I am still in a marriage, there is little or no sex in it. Mistress Constance informed me that from the 18th on I was not to ask for, nor seek sex from my own wife.. As things now stand, if I make no effort to get sex, I will not likely get any sex from my wife and certainly none from Mistress. This creates the real possibility that I may really never have sex again……….at least not as real man.
Yesterday evening, while my wife changed out of her clothes, the full force of what I had agreed to hit home. I watched as she slipped off her shirt exposing her soft warm full breasts to my gaze. As she stood in just her panties, I felt a man’s need to hold and caress them. To feel the nipples stiffen and hear her moan. But then I remembered, I am not a real man. I am Mistress Constance’s property. I have promised my Mistress I would no longer initiate any sexual advances, and so………..I sheepishly, averted my gaze, and got up to leave. It was more difficult then I could have imagined to ignore my already stiffening cock, but obeying my Mistress was everything to me. As I left the room, I realized how far I had come as her cuckold. I am now happily her denied cuckold. I can only imagine where this journey will lead next.
WOW I have read and re read what he wrote several times and it is still just as powerful as the first! I hope you have enjoyed this glimpse into what happen when someone truly submits to me, I know I have enjoyed the journey with this cuckold cum slut- thus far and I am looking forward to the future!
I can’t wait to see what happens next!
umm, could i fondle her full breastesses then ??
im a reak man !
i am
i am
i am !
umm, could i fondle her full breastesses then ??
im a real man !
i am
i am
i am !
I feel even more happily trapped in her orbit today .. I know I was born to be her denied cuckold cumslut… In panties and in permanent chastity …. Thank you so very VERY much Mistress!!!
you are so welcome and thank you for being open and trusting of me to be the mistress to do this to you