A recent session has me thinking wow, maybe I do enjoy a bit of pain inflicting more so than I ever thought I would! I have always said I am not the mean mistress type and that the whole pain aspect of domination simply is not a turn on…….but I am rethinking that because the session I had with “B” turned me on, invigorated me and well was plain old hot!!!!
His Pain My Pleasure
So this client is into a bit of CBT and pain, but only when it pleases a woman. We had the time and day set out to do our first long session and it just so happened it was on my birthday. So for whatever reason I jumped right into it having him spank his ass with a wooden spoon 38 times and between each whack on the ass he had to wish me a happy birthday! Something happened right about the 20th smack – his ass was bright red and my panties were moist! I laughed and enjoyed his pain like I never have before with others….could it be I actually liked inflicting pain on him? Could it be that I am not as sensual as I first thought and have much more than just a little wicked side?
More pain and even more pleasure
I found myself inflicting more and more pain upon this willing submissive man and he never once complained from the hair brush to his ass and balls to the hot wax dripped on some very sensitive areas! The redder his ass and balls got the wetter I got…I found myself more than just amused and entertained; I found myself actually turned on, needing and wanting more! He was beginning to become breathless and grunting and groaning as I gave him his next instructions jerking off with an ice cube…..I then teased him about being so horny but in pain and unable to get fully erect because of the ice he was stroking with…talk about a cock tease and tease and denial. He was put through it all!!
My eyes are opened to new things
What is this whole blog post about? Well here is the thing, I have said time and time again the pain aspect does not do anything for me…but obviously now I am seeing and feeling differently about it…perhaps it was him or the fact it was my birthday that I was so excited to cause him pain…whatever it is I cannot deny the fact I actually not only enjoyed this pain session but really got turned on by it! Is this all there is for him and I? Of course not because this is just one side of many that I have…it just so happens it is a side of me I never knew existed in this way until now. Just like chastity and orgasm denial I never knew I would enjoy it until that one special client came along and I found myself addicted to it…I am amazed once again that I am forever evolving, my likes and dislikes are forever changing and I look forward to what the next thing might be that changes with me and my kink life style.
Hmmmm, Well what can I say here without encouraging this new found interest too much? LOL… First, this is a very hot blog entry! I really enjoyed the wooden spoon bit! But, this is not to say I am dreaming of ice cubes near Mr. Happy anytime soon LOL!!! Still, for those who do have such dreams, or enjoy similiar kinks I bet they are thrilled tonight to find a new Dominant playmate!!! xoxo
Cuckie no worries even if you said it was the hottest thing you ever heard unless you asked me for pain you would not get it. I love many many things as you know so there is always something we can do we BOTH enjoy 🙂
I lost my train of thought when I heard wet panties LOL!! Ms Constances I love it when you described what you did to your subs. Most of them are things that I wouldn’t do but I still get turned on listening to you talk about it. You see that’s the reason why I think you are a very special mistress. You know how to keep us coming or cumming. 🙂
Kurt your a doll! I wonder why you lost your train of thought when you heard wet panties? hmmmmmmmmmmm hehehehe
Sometimes I see the title of your latest blog, and think “That’s not for me”. But, by the time I read a sentence or two, I find myself with a hard dick and wanting to experience it with you. You know if it pleases you, I’m ready to be pushed like the dirty bitch, I am.
Ohh my my my W really? you got hard over this blog? Maybe we should explore a bit more pain for you and make you a true dirty bitch!
Always hard after I read your blog, Mistress. Maybe it’s time we test the high pain tolerance, I’ve always been told I had. LOL.
Ohh time to test your pain tolerance!! I love the sound of that!!!
I think I’ll just slip away out the side door now. Ms. C, if you weren’t into pain before my ass is gonna be in a very sorry state.
LOL
LOL well spanked there to me is a difference in PAIN and spanking sure spanking can be painful but what this call was about was pure pain and man did I like it! dont be scared heheheh some here honey and bendova!
have not been spanked since i was in school, but this post has me wanting to bend over and ask to be punished by mistress!
ohh well bendova and let me spank that ass